Undue Negativity

When I read of all of the problems and wars in the world today, I feel as if I am reading another chapter of the Dark Night of the Soul. Everywhere there are problems and unrest. I feel like running off to the desert to live the life of the Christian outcasts of the second and third centuries. Living a secluded life of prayer and tending to the earth looks very inviting some days. But God beckons, “Follow me. You will see greater things than these.”

God opens my heart to a vision greater than anyone can imagine. Hope is what I view; hope is what I feel. God’s promise of life and freedom is for the asking. The lighted path of Jesus is ready for our tentative baby steps. We must tread cautiously at first until we find our way, for we are His children and as the Bible promises, “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus (Galatians 3:28).”

I am too proud of a man; this is the cross I bear. I cannot cry when confronted by the sins of society. I cry when a family member dies. I know why, but I believe that he or she is entering a much better world than we experience now. By passing from this life into the next, we enter a kingdom closer to God and we flourish. But I cannot cry at the results of our covetous society. I see a child denied healthcare because his family lacks insurance and are too poor to pay the exorbitant price of healing. (Hint: Jesus did not charge to heal). I also see the family on the corner of a busy intersect begging for a few pennies to buy food for the children. Chances are the family is black or immigrants; and our society is too enamored with the accumulation of wealth to pay a livable wage. No one can survive on only $11.00 per hour (the minimum wage). I cannot cry when I see these left-behind children of God. I get angry! I condemn our political leaders because they give all to big business, not the citizenry. DV. Millar reminds us: “When we see our neighbors cold, hungry, and suffering, we are taught not to turn a blind eye to that suffering, but to make a difference.”

No matter where we hear Jesus; no matter where we meet God, God’s promise of life and liberty is for all God’s children. Our conversations must reflect His promise of Love and eternal Life. Jesus brought God’s light for all mankind, not just a select few in Israel. He continues to teach and bring us God’s ever-healing light. Love of God always lead to love for our all humanity, not just our political and business leaders.

Individually we lack the power to change  the minds of people who think that this is acceptable for our society. However, together we can try to convince those in power that suppression of the poor is not the answer, is not the answer to God’s wishes for mankind. It is not in concert with the lessons taught to us by Jesus.

Knowing this, I open my heart to God who leads me to how I can work to help those who are suppressed by those who covet more material profits and to bring this message to others through my everyday activities and contacts.

God shows me how I can be a better vision of what I think I am, showing me that the plans I have made for myself can change. This led me into the world of teaching at age 51.

We know that it is God’s plan for His creation that is important, and this leads me from being negative about what I do and how I treat others.

©Russell Kendall Carter

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. . . behold, the kingdom of God is within you

“. . . behold, the kingdom of God is within you (Luke 17:21).”

There are some things we will never understand, and perhaps we are meant to be kept in the dark.

So, I sat in the chapel; celebrating the life of someone who was not a close friend, but he was a member of the same Marine Corps League as I. He was our Centennial Marine, a gentleman who will be missed by all. The minister reminded us that the dead are now the center of our thoughts because this dear person had died. I felt no sorrow.

This old Marine will forever live as a bright light in my heart, because I love him. I feel no sorrow because he is now in the place we will all be when this life ends; we will be in that place that we see with our hearts, the place of such awe that we can never explain it in our limited vocabularies.

As our Bible says, this is the place where peace is all round, the place where the lion lies next to the lamb. This is the place where physical and psychological pain ceases to exist because God’s Love consumes us all.

This place, this vision of awe, this vision of Love, is a gift of a good life; this gift is a vision of God’s eternity. And I will follow the advice of my dear departed friend: “to live a good life, life a plain life.” I remember Luke’s words and feel the kingdom which is in me.

©Russell Kendall Carter

 

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Probation after Death

When I reflect on the weekly lesson, I like to take one thought from the Bible or Mrs. Eddy and expand on it. This week I cannot do this. I read and re-read the Responsive Reading selections several times this morning. Every single passage brings memories and joys to my life. You see, three times in my life, I have been on the threshold of something greater. I was at a doorway seeing a world so magnificent that mortal words cannot describe it. What I can say is that I shared a feeling of calm that I never felt before or after standing there; but a voice told me to not enter this world. So, I turned around and rejoined my mortal life.

Over 50 years ago, I left Christian Science (much to the disappointment of my father) after my experiences in the Marine Corps in the 1960s. God saved me from facing combat by using my natural superior clumsiness. I fell into a ravine and damaged my back so severely that I had and still have great difficulty walking.  Although I felt that Christian Science was not for me, I served my fellow man in other churches, bringing them the healing power of prayer and Gode’s love for us.

After my third time at the holy threshold, I realized what God was trying to tell me all along; I must return to the study of Christian Science. The  responsive reading this week struck home. Every word reassured me that the feeling that I feel inside of me is God inviting me to bring His prayer to all I meet. This presence within me must be visible to others because in the three service organizations that I volunteer for, I have been selected by my peers to be their lay chaplain, caring for the sick and dying. I sit by bedsides bringing the comfort of God’s love with me.

In several of my meditations, I mention that I have been in pain for over 40 years. I post these on the Christian Science Facebook page, receiving criticisms for not truly understand and believing in Christian Science. I have also been blessed with a few great conversations on faith and God’s desires for us, His creation. What is very difficult to understand and accept, even by enlightened Scientists is that I have grown so much in my acceptance and understanding of God within me, that I do not care about the nature of my physical body. It is not important. Spiritually I am a perfect son of God. God has returned me to our mortal world imperfect in ways that people can see, but also perfect in the ways that truly count. God has not given me the power to heal as Jesus did, but He has given me the power to bring His words, through prayer, into the lives of those suffering, as we all do.

The Golden Text this week is beautiful, “. . . behold, the kingdom of God is within you (Luke 17:21).”

©Russell Kendall Carter

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The Light at the End

We were driving home from Virginia Beach on Easter Saturday; we entered the tunnel to leave the peninsula when I looked up and saw the artificial lighting within the tunnel with the promise of the daylight’s lighting at the end of the tunnel. When we entered the tunnel, we experienced gale force winds and rain. I would love to say that when we emerged from the tunnel we experienced perfect sunlight, no rain, and no gale force winds; but alas, we did not. It still rained and the wind tried to blow us into the next lane which seemed forever.

This is so much like life; we expect more than we get. Or so it seems! Forrest Gump always says, “Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you’re going to get!” Until you bite into it and find out. We never know what life has in store for us, because we expect so much, but never receive all that we expect. That is because we are taught from birth to reach for the stars. And that is exactly what I have done, and many times been disappointed. Until. . .

I awoke one day to reality. Reality is nothing manmade; true reality comes from God. We cannot go looking for it; it is something that God puts inside of us to connect to all that is holy, all that is True, all that is filled with the Light of God, the Light of Love.

Years ago, I became like the Samaritan leper who turned around and thanked Jesus for healing him. As many of my readers know, I have been blessed by a full life, a fruitful life, a sharing life. But, it has also been a life filled with physical pain – 24/7 pain for the past 48 years. However, like the Samaritan, I thank God every morning and every night for the wonderful life I have lived, being blessed by the companionship of a very loving wife for the past 56 years, two loving children, and three raucous grandchildren.

After serving my parents for 25 years in the family retail business, God led me into teaching where I taught in a high school for 15 years and then in college for another 10. This was a confusing life; for the first 25 years I was very unhappy, but when after years of disappointment, God told me that I was serving my parents in their later life. When they passed, God led me into teaching; I was so happy and comfortable, that I say that for the years I taught, I never worked; it was a time of love, a time of sharing the knowledge God gave me.

Now that I am no longer employed in my physical world, I meditate, I pray, and I write. I rise each morning and thank God for another day with my loving wife, knowing that the rest of my extended family are safe. Then, when I retire for the day, I thank God for the blessing He has given me.

This is a simple thing; being the Samaritan that turns around and thanks Jesus is something we rarely do. So, now, as I drive through the tunnel, lit by manmade light, I see at the end of the tunnel a light so bright it can be blinding to us mere mortals, nevertheless, it is a beautiful and blessing light.

©Russell Kendall Carter

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Love and Spirit

Love and Spirit

When does God call on us? I hear a great deal of talk and see much effort in building what are called beloved communities. They are billeted to be for the benefit of all people in the name of Jesus Christ. I beg and pray for peace, but mankind will not allow it. God calls on us to build just communities, but we will not because we know better, or so we think and say. We know better; we are smarter than God.

We are strong; we are wealthy; nobody can tell us what to do. We have built communities of love according to our wishes and our needs. We know what is needed. Jobs for the poor, so that we can get rich. Bigger prisons for those who disagree. With money, we have power, we write the laws.

But they are not God’s laws. Our cities lack sunlight; there isn’t even the glow of the moon to lighten our way. We are lacking the glory and light of God; the sacrificial lamb is no more. We forget that Jesus spent all of His time with the poor, the needy, the sick, and the dying. To really know Jesus is to know the poor, and the poor have no place in our cities. Let them be homeless. They are not strong like us.

 We are dying as a culture; we love guns more than we love children. We do not love each other.  But we must. What is man but the creation of God; we are all, male and female, His creation, His children. Rich or poor, God does not care; He did not make rich and poor; we did. We lack the faith in God’s leadership. We are so concerned with our own we no longer recognize that God is within all of us.

Think of this for a moment, or an hour: “Jesus answered and said unto them, Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done (Matthew 21:21).” We have destroyed the fig tree and demolished the mountain.

To paraphrase Paul in his letter to the Galatians, “there is no long Christian, Jew, or Muslim, there is no Black or White, there is no longer male or female, there is no longer rich or poor; we are all children of God. We have created a world destined to die. But it need not be this way.

What is mankind, all mankind, but the children of God.

If we could truly experience what those who are outcasts have experienced, if we could truly experience what Jesus experienced in, we would change our direction and love each other, care for each other, and provide for each other. God did not separate us; we did! Hate is only in our world, not God’s, Not Jesus’s. when we truly love God, we open ourselves to Love and the beauty and strength of God’s creation. We are stronger with God; with Him we are weak. If we recognize that the Holy Spirit is with us, are strong. We are Love. We are strong. We are at peace.

©Russell Kendall Carter

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All Things Hoped For

I pray to our Creator several times a day. Very few of these prayers are formal; most are quick thoughts, such as seeing a family begging for money on the road intersection. I remind myself when seeing such images that God is touched by these poor also. After all, He sent Jesus to us a long time ago to comfort the poor.

God is the Principle of all that is Good, all that is real. God is Love; God is Life. God does not bring evil upon His children. God does not challenge us with hardships throughout our lives; we create our own obstacles; God is with us to help us get through them. I believe God is present with us all through our lives, in good times and in bad.

Evil occurrences are not created by God; they are created by ourselves, our societies. There is neither Love or Truth in evil occurrences. Therefore, they are not part of God. They only show up when we think that God is not present, that God has abandoned us. The anonymous author of The Cloud of Unknowing writes that we must balance our knowing with our habit of or desire to not know. We must believe that God is always within us, always in our world. This is our secret.

On the other hand, with faith nothing can frighten us because nothing can harm us. We are God’s possession. God bring us Love. God is with us in Spirit. God gives us Truth, Life, and Love. Our faith is the reality of things hoped for. Faith is the Truth of things not seen, things that are only felt within us. Faith brings all things hoped for.

©Russell Kendall Carter

 

The Question is One of Will

John writes to his good friend, Gaius:

dear friend do not imitate evil but what is good (3 John 1:11).”

John is writing to me; I am Gaius! When we abandon our dreams that society demands, the search for fame and money, we find ourselves open to all types of additional evil quests, unless we open ourselves to God’s will and do what John offers. Our vulnerability to that evil, materialistic society is protected by God. We undertake a personal inquisition that hopefully will lead to God’s domain. We accept the personal relationship we have with God.

We are taught that doing evil is against the law, but more importantly it is against God. When I finally discovered that I am asked to do what is good, my life changed to be so much better than it was. I stepped on to that lighted path that God has reserved for me. Although I know that I am far from perfect, I now use the rest of my life to cleanse my soul of evil. The education I received to become a college professor is now dedicated to what is in Proverbs, “An intelligent mind acquires knowledge, and the ear of the wise seeks knowledge 18:15). Knowledge, being God.

I seek sharing God’s unconditional love. I accept a life of deep solitude, knowing that Love, the Love that God offers, is a lonely quest in our materialistic world. But I am comfortable being a loving vine in God’s world. I am committed to being a central force working against the domination of society and its quest for ungodly riches. I am enriched following what the author of Isaiah writes, “In the time of my favor I will answer you, and in the day of salvation I will help you. . . (49:8).” We all know that there are secrets that only God knows, and it is up to us to discover their presence within us.

My question of will is not to strive for the material evils of money and personal stature, but to be on the path of Good, to mirror God in every way. I pray that I can be one of the prophets of His message that will last us through eternity.

 ©Russell Kendall Carter

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A Force for Love

Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have,

for such sacrifices are pleasing to God (Heb. 13:16).

Both men and women are willing to go to great lengths for true Love. . . even to die for Love(an ancient concept). Think about this: God is Love. My girlfriend and I found true Love (God) and married fifty-six years ago. Each morning, as I pray, I think about the line, “Give us this day our daily bread,” and mentally change this to Give me this day my daily Love, praying that my wife of many, many years and I enjoy another day of God’s Love on this Earth. She is the Eve to my Adam.

For our lives, we have both been a force for God’s Love. My dear love has helped create a child day care center when she was in her twenties to a table to help feed the needy when she was in her seventies. Her life has been a gift of God’s Love. My serving God is less visible, I bring God’s healing Love to all whom I meet in a spiritual way and a prayerful way that blesses everyone’s life. This is God’s Love that is free to us all. People have laughed at me and criticized me, but I know and those I help know that God is Love.

I use the term God and Love interchangeably; I look around and see that modern, Western religion has confused this whole god thing. Maybe life would be easier if we did not have to contend with this whole god thing. To some, their god favors only whites, to others their god favors only Christians, or only favors Americans. God loves all His children.

One thing I am absolutely sure of; God wants our heart! Our heart contains our soul which is God’s property and God link to humanity. If we think with our heart, we love. This is what God wants. When we think with love, we think with beauty, and kindness, care for all of God’s creation. When we love one person, we love all people, otherwise we do not love. When we lift one person from suffering, we lift all people from suffering.

When we understand this, when we accept that we love all people, we are a force for God’s Love.

 ©Russell Kendall Carter

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Contemplation

Much has been written, taught, and spoken about contemplation. I find that the clergy spends too much time with the process, which confuses many people. It’s really simple; contemplation is thinking; deep thinking and reflection, yes, but it is basically concentrated thinking. Everyone can do this.

As for me, my periods of contemplation are very easy. I listen for God. I open my mind to learn what my relationship with God is. I think I know, but my brain will often not accept what we all know is true, but due to being trained by society to doubt everything, this habit is a blocking force we must break through. We must let go of false teachings.

John reminds us, “To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, ‘If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free’ (8:31–32).” That is, free to understand and know that God dwells within us and therefore we do not need to search for God, but we do need to enter a quiet space to listen. This is contemplation.

I try to slow down at least twice a day, putting aside the trials of the day and refreshing my need for prayer. I must unchain the Holy Spirit within to take me out of my comfort zone and bring forth my spirituality, connecting me to God’s Love, and be in the world that God created, not man; the Holy Spirit encapsulating all of God’s Wisdom and hopefully my attention and presence.

I often gaze out my window, seeing the rains coming in torrents, the winds howling through the trees bending the branches to a near breaking point. I understand that we live in a tempestuous world that does not follow man’s rules, crumbling false secure structures built by man. And yet. . . I know that I am in God’s world, safe from any permanent harm. My zest for life is supported and built by my love for God’s creation. And God’s creation is based on Love.

In my periods of contemplation, God speaks to me. I am quiet, and for a former college lecturer, that is difficult. I rise to the task because I cherish my eternal relationship with God. And it is within my periods of contemplation, my times of thinking, that I receive God’s words, love, and blessing.

©Russell Kendall Carter

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Searvhing for Treasures in the Sand

“Searching for Treasures in the Sand,” a line from the musical, Ragtime; a sad but promising story of promises made and promises broken down in the early 20th century. This was a time period when there was great tension between the races; much has changed since then, but the atmosphere and tensions between the races has not really changed since then. There are still many Caucasians who look down on those of color.

I was born in the middle of World War II in Newark, New Jersey; ours was a unique neighborhood with Whites, Blacks, Christians, and Jews. All of the children played stickball and touch football in our streets – even some of the girls. Most of our fathers were fighting in Europe and the Pacific. All of our mothers treated us boys the same. With a huge wooden spoon. We skinned our knees, tore our dungarees, and ran from the cops all together; the N-word was never used.

These memories are mine in the sand.

On my 13th birthday, we moved from center city to the suburbs where the few “Negro” families were outcasts except for sports in high school. It was truly a new experience for me. This lasted until at the age of twenty, I entered the Marine Corps where we were again equal. . . we were all green.

I am now rapidly approaching my 80th birthday, so I am no longer a child at the Jersey shore, digging for unfound treasures in the sand. However, what I am now is a fledgling author, writing a daily blog about love, God’s Love, God’s Love for all mankind. I have many friends, Black, White, Christian, Jew, Muslim. It is like I am back on the streets of Newark. I am once again searching for treasures in the sand of  my life, finding more riches than I ever expected or truly deserve, found in the people I meet.

Perhaps my searching for treasures in the sand is in fact my searching  for God. Found in the faces of those who I meet, faces spanning many colors of God’s rainbow – in Mankind. We are the treasures found in the sands of life.

“Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.” Mark 12:30-31

Amen.

©Russell Kendall Carter

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